Friday, December 29, 2006

I found my mobile charger! Woot. I felt so deprived when I was mobile-less because I was charger-less.(for about a day and a night?) I guess it's due to the dependency I have on my phone, though I didn't realise it till I couldn't use it. To think I used to scoff at those in similar plights.

When I was searching for my mobile though, I was comparing my dependency on God and my dependency on my mobile. Would I be as frantic as I was if I discovered my relationship with God was cut off? Would I search desprately for Him more than when I searched for my charger to use my phone?

Honestly? I don't know.

I mean, just think, what if one day it would seem as if God has disappeared. Or maybe you've already experienced it. Would you start to panic and search frantically for Him? Would you try hard to reach Him? Or did you question why He left, or accuse Him of abandoning you when it could be due to our carelessness (in behavior, ignoring God, etc.)?

Maybe God is trying to tell me something through this small incident...

Hm.

Well, on a lighter note, a group of us went to clear and clean the counselling centre(cc)! We took nearly the whole day. Though it was kind of a "finally, the place will be clean" thing. Haah. Threw away lots of junk, and gave away lots that we didn't want, and reorganised what was left in the cc. Then went to Cheryl's place to chill and have dinner, cooked by Cheryl herself! Rach was right, her speghetti rocks. =D

That's about all I have to say for today. Decided to blog since it's been awhile. Guess I'll end off with a prayer.

Heavenly Father,
Thank You for watching over me and guiding me through this year.
I pray that You will continue to be with me in the new year.
May our relationship build, draw me close to You.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.

11:47 PM
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

I got into SRJC. Oh well, so be it. I don't mind that school, it was my 4th choice. Just that i don't have the 2 loyalty points when selecting my jc after the O level results. Unless i decide to go back to srjc, which is quite unlikely.

One thing about srjc though, is distance. It's really far, i think. I'll probably have to get up earlier than usual in the morning. Hoo boy... wonder if i'll be able to survive.

Nevertheless, I thank God for where he has placed me. I guess i have to trust him, i don't have much of a choice.

9:11 PM
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Back from camp! An amazing 4 days at Serimbun Campsite with sjsm peeps. I already miss the camp, and my group self-control... who won the most 'garang' award, quite ironic actually.. haha. Shows how much self-control we really had. XD

The camp really changed all of us who went, i think. It taught us a few things, and held up a mirror to us, showing us what needs changing, what needs improving. Thanks to Pst Joshua and Pst Gary who lead the sessions.

Most of the people there were friendly as well, though it did start out with a slightly awkward atmosphere, but that is to be expected. Almost immediately after the icebreaker, the bridge between us and sjsm was crossed. It really showed me how we are all part of God's family, because we all gel together. It's like meeting your relatives during chinese new year or some other occasion, where after all the greetings and such, you all click and start talking, sharing, playing. If you don't quite get the comparison... well, nevermind.

The games were crazy, such as wading in the mudpool (which I didn't do because of my toe) and rolling in soy sauce + raw egg + ketchap + flour, and carrying each other through some weblike thing... Not very original, but fun all the same. I looked forward more forthe sessions than the games.

That's about all I have to say for the camp. There might be a sharing session this sunday though.

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Today, I helped Mum sort out the photos. We all had a good time remembering and laughing. We all looked hilarified! Wahaha. May bring the pics of church people on sunday. I don't know. I'm just thinking about it.

Before that, sunned matresses at church and helped out at the 3rd floor. Then went swimming. I couldn't swim for very long though, because my toe started to hurt for some strange reason. =( Still had fun though, playing with Ben on the slide. Ahahaha. Oh well, shall be off. Toodles!

9:22 PM
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Monday, December 04, 2006

Sunned mattresses today. Apparently, some students from AHS took about half of them for their camp, so they've offered to sun the mattresses they took, cutting down our workload. Waha.

It's been such a long time since I've spent time with Ben, I almost forgot how much energy he has. He's just this little ball of [over]hyperness. I wonder if I was like that as a kid. It's quite amusing and scary to see him run all over the place. The question "Doesn't he ever get tired?"comes to mind.

I never realised how much I missed spending time with him until today. This year, I hardly did anything with him, and I know sometimes he misses that too. I can tell when he tries to irritate me on purpose or just watches me do my own things. I remember getting annoyed and chasing him away now and then. So sorry Ben, for neglecting you...

Oh well, can't change the past, but will try to spend more time with him in the future. It's a must. Toodles..

9:36 PM
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Saturday, December 02, 2006

PISSED.
FINE, BE THAT WAY.
SELFISH ASSES.

10:12 PM
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